NOT!

I have this fear in the pit of foot.  It's this fear that makes me not happy to be happy.  I have this project coming up and I'm so happy to have it. But I can't seem to get the script I want plus I want people to be there because it's about the work, the project and not about anything else. Not interested in any other thing, but this project that everyone has worked so hard.  Today was a good day has long has I stay out of my head and stop creating this idea of something, that I hope will never expose it's ugly face. Expose is a odd word, right to expose. I love my life it's simply and it's wonderful. I have this uncomfortable feeling hoovering over me and I"m doing everything in my power not to create something that isn't there and will never, never in this life be there. My mind can create some horrible things, That's it for right now on the matter. Today was alright, and Sunday will be alright, I'm happy to be part of the expo it's just not has relaxing as I would like it to be.