Somewhere out there.

I never thought my life would be this. This meaning so unhappy, unhappy in the fact that I thought I would be famous, living my dream. Running around Hollywood with my head in the clouds, but instead I have this life, this life that just has nothing going on. But I've decide that I'm not ready to give up on my dreams but time isn't on my side.  I'm working on this project although I'm not really happen with the scripts and I'm working with talented young actors, I just feel I could do better and my personal life it's moving as well as everything else is moving.  Some where out there my dream is waiting for me to catch up with it but I can't seem to grab it right now. Well this project is giving me some kind of creative outlet , but it's not enough.  I just have to make sure that I stay the course with this project and the wonderful actors. I wish I was working with classmates, then I could really get something done, something good.  Some where out there hope and love is right around the corner. I must believe that.  I hate when people have a crush on me because it's always the folks that I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. Thank God I won't have that problem on this project, that would be a Nightmare! Some where out there beneath the gray moon stars love and my dreams are waiting for me to join them.