What Will You Wear To My Funeral?

What will you wear to my funeral? Will you wear black to show the sadness of my life. Red to show the slow death of my soul. Blue for the smile hidden behind the the darkness of my life. Will you wear white to show the calmness of my after life. What will you wear to my funeral? For the moment has come for me to decide, what I shall wear to my funeral. A funeral that no family members will show, friends would have made other plans, co-workers will just be clocking in. What will you say at my funeral? Will you show how much I was loved by no one. How about all the joy I brought into your lives. Or will you talk about the time I almost killed a classmate. Will you talk about my clean time and how far I have come. What will you wear to my funeral, decide now, because the darkness is closing in faster then you think. I can't find a moment of rest from the angel of death that keeps riding on my shoulder.  What will you say when that moment comes walking up your doorway. Will you remember my smile or will you focus on my hurt.  What will you wear to my funeral after I've gone.