Just sharing.

There are alot of great movies out there and my goal is to tell you about those great movies. I just say the Single Man, it is a touching film with a great cast of players. If you are one of those lovers of movies and the oscars, this is a must see movie because Tom Ford tells a great story about a love lost and how life stops moving. If you love George Clooney , you will love Up in the Air, just another movie tells a moving story. Right now I can only tell you about those two movies at this moment, I'm my way out to talk about this project I'm trying to get off the ground being a film maker myself, yes I can finally say I'm a film maker, just that thought alone makes me cry, considering fact that last year and the years before that my life was a MESS! iT was so painful , I thought about killing myself every other second of the die. I was drinking doing drugs things were so bad I created this love affair in my head that was just a MESS. Those days are OVER, this year alone has been joyful and my DEMONS ARE GONE ALL OF THEM! I know it sounds crazy, but I carried my DEMONS with me from the time I was 5 until a year ago. I still have some issues around race, I know thats horrible I know, I know but in this way I have this fear that all the white people that I know from school are all going to get to live thier dreams while the minorities my not get a chance too. Listen I understand it's hard for us all but for some of us we have to work harder. It's just a fear and I understand that the playing field isn't even but I do bielieve that with hard work I will acheive my dream or goals. I just wanted to share that fear put it out there. It's a small fear and I'm working on it everyday. Perfect example Vogue Layout of the NEW YOUNG HOLLYWOOD, NO COLOR AT ALL NOT ONE TRACE OF COLOR ALL WHITE. They didn't even try to ADD COLOR NOT one trace of grays blues, reds, no browns at all, no shades of browns, blacks, just WHITE how boring! IT'S AMERICA STILL THE GREATEST AND BEST COUNTRY IN THE WORLD. Still alot og work to be done.