Searching deep within .

What happens when everything you believed in as just been turn inside out? I don't know what to do or where to go, who to talk to and who not to talk too. You see have this burning image in my head that I can't just walk away from. It's this idea that love is something that we need, we want, we can't live without. I don't know much about love as much as I know about mind fucks. I can't believe it's not shit. Can you explain to me what happen? What was your goal in this little project, did I miss some little detail of the master plan. It's a burning question have had lurking in my mind for years. I think it's funny how people try to make you feel as if your doing something wrong by asking questions. I think it's funny how people have created this false image of themselves and of you. I come across as a little off maybe crazy but I'm very aware even doing my darkness days I was very aware of what was going on between the bigs lights and kind words and quick god like speeches that were ment to mask the prince as he charmed you out of your house and home. Charmed you out of your heart and your love. Made you feel as if your actions wasn't clear and their actions were. I found myself in this rabbit hole trying to dig myself up towards the light. Not allowing myself to walk in the darkness alone. I tricked myself in believing in my own drama. So when I like in the mirror I see the light and the darkness as shift. I now walk in the light with my head help up high. I am ready to fight for the life I want and love the life I have. I will not let you lead me into the darkness for I see what I have in my and no more dancing around the truth.