Monday, March 15, 2010

ANOTHER BIRTHDAY AND NOTHING.

Next month is my birthday and I don't know what the hell to do. I don't really wanna do anything. I don't have the money nor the career yet to have a great birthday party, plus my friends are all gone. Sometimes I wish I was anyone else, but me. I  thought if I was a white male, maybe my life would have turned out different, better, I wouldn't have to work as hard as I do now. All doors would be open to me with no questions ask, or at least I could scam my way in to the top. White people (men) just don't know how bless they are.  I wanna know what means to be super rich to live a life that is out of this world. I'm not saying is easy , easy for whites they just don't have to be as good as I do. This idea about a higher education I think it only replies to minorities in most cases.  I don't think white men really need to go to school to make a good living to be successful.   You see I'm trying to get some money for this film project that is starting in one day. I guess I should be bless that I live in the Greatest Country in the world or at least that's what I've been told. Trying to live this dream. Sometimes can be a slow process but I shall keep moving forward.  So have decide that this birthday is going to be great. It's going to be great because I'm turning one year older and I'm happier then I've every been before. I have no love life, I have no job, I have no car, I have no sex life.. But I'm happy because I love my life because it's clear of inward hate. I get to work out , I'm smoke free, drug free, I don't drink. So today I can look at myself and say, "kid your going to be alright".  So you see it's not just another birthday , it's my birthday and instead of having nothing. I have everything a single guy could want.

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