Loveless Love Life.

I "ve never been in a relationship, never isn't that odd, strange, maybe not I'm just not looking for love or my other half, nor I'm I looking for friends , any of that. I like being alone, not needing to feel tied to anyone's madness. Are we always looking for someone to spend our lives with? Now if I meet someone who knocks me off my feet, I'll run with open arms, so far nothing. I'm open to it but I'm just not looking for love in any place. I live in this sunny town and nothing here makes me over joyed. I'm very grateful for my life and emotional my life is a lot better. I'm much happier from with in but I feel like I'm missing something, I'm happier on the inside but nothing moves me on the outside of me.  There's no real connectiom in my life nothing that makes me scream for joy.  So I have no love life, I have nothing and I like my loveless love life because I have no drama, no trying to find time to meet, no phone calls, or dinner dates, nothing and it's great. I don't get the need to couple up, I don't understand that need to feel special by someone else. Maybe I'm missing something? My life has changed in the last several years for the better and once hating being alone, I love it plus I lifted the city I loved New York City now I live in LA and it's just alright and the people are just alright, nothing special and nothing moving, just alright and that's alright.  So do I really have a loveless love life? I don't know but I'll keep asking until I do.